how i love him
so. it’s been quite some time since i have written anything about my relationship.
so far so good. i mean who would have thought that after being friends with someone for so long, that there would still be things to learn about them….well. I find out new things every day! i mean…i think that it was just last week that i learned he liked oatmeal. oh the little things.
i find myself falling more in love with him every day. i feel like i’veknown him forever…and that i could start spending forever with him right now. isn’t it funny how you can’t wait to be with the person you love…and when you’re finally with them…forever couldn’t possibly be long enough!
oh, i feel like nothing in the world could ever go wrong when i am in his arms. i feel protected. i feel that no matter what happens….nothing between us will change. i love him. i love everything about him.
i think about him every moment of every day. i get scared when i think about being with out him…or losing him. i feel like my world would just come crashing down around me if something ever happened to him. i know it’s sad that i think the world of him…but he is so wonderful.
he is the most handsome man that i have ever laid eyes on. his hair is black and curly. it’s so thick and full. his face is perfect. his jaw line is so strong. his eyes are deep set. serious. his cheek bones are high. his lips are full. his voice draws you in. it is almost haunting. when he whispers in my ear…it sends shivers up and down my spine. his stature is tall and strong. he carries himself with confidence. he smells so good. delectable. his hands are perfect and strong. they are smooth. when they touch my skin, they comfort me. they reassure me.
if tomorrow he asked me to spend the rest of my life with him…I wouldn’t hesitate in saying yes. who would not want to marry their best friend in the whole world? he is the first thing on my mind when i wake up, and the last thing on my mind when i go to sleep.
he has consumed my life. he has shown me the love that i have needed. he is my heart’s song here on earth. there is just too much to say about him. i am absolutely in love with him!!!
